.Thursday, July 08, 2010 ' 4:02:00 pm
Finally atec stage 2 is over!
At least now i can smell my ORD date.
Ops duty at tekong next week. For whatever reason, don't ask me what happened, cos i don't know also.
Kinda feeling empty nowadays. (:
ORD is getting nearer, and my future seems uncertain.
Still thinking hard on what to do after my ORD.
Looking at ppl finished army, some rotting at home the whole day, doing nothing. No jobs no nothing.
Some rot but at least they're waiting for their uni to start.
Taking practical lessons very week. But yet to book at test date. LOL.
Ok. Shall settle things on hand faster and get it over and done with.
1. Renew PDL.
2. Book a test date.
3. Plan for future seriously. LOL.
tohhuikang.
.Saturday, February 13, 2010 ' 1:54:00 am
Thanks E.
U've made my day today.
Thanks for the dinner.
Thanks for the movie.
U brought back all our good and bad memories.
Good in the sense that i once had ur accompany and love.
Bad in the sense that i didn't cherish u and treasure our love enough.
I don't expect that u will return to my side.
Cos i know u won't be happy either.
I'm glad to see that now u've grown up and
being able to take care of urself.
I'm glad to see that u're much happier compared to the past.
Well, take good care of urself and strive for the very best.
I'm really glad that once in my life, i had u as my love.
I'm sorry that i didn't cherish u in the past.
I know nothing can change now.
whenever u feel low, always remember..
There's someone who is just 8 digits away..
and... That's me.
Loving u always..
.Thursday, February 04, 2010 ' 10:44:00 pm
I've failed.
I've failed as your leader to groom u better.
I've failed to understand u better though i always thought that i know u well.
But it doesn't matter at all now.
Be it personal or official, i think responsibility is a very big word.
The leaders may be in the wrong, but the boys - ur responsibities, are innocent.
Today's society does not go your way, neither does it go my way. It goes the boss's way!
I don't think i'm that nasty or unreasonable to talk with.
Well, after all, i don't have any regrets cos i've done my part as your leader, a leader that u've been calling "SIR" since sec 1 till now.
Now that u've thrown away your responsibility, your commitment and your passion towards scouting and the boys.. There's no need for me to say anything anymore.
Well, wish you all the best in everything you do! Take care.
.Saturday, November 14, 2009 ' 10:53:00 pm
Hmm. Recently was busy with standby duties, watching tv in camp and some scouting stuff. Mind is in a blank now but still wanna blog, don't know why.
Some quick updates.. 21/22 nov - venture investiture hike.
28/29 nov - first class scout standard hike.
19-22 dec - APC.
Well, having block leave from christmas tilll new year. So still wondering how to go for APC. Hmm. Yeah. standby duty is finally finishing soon. But sad to say.. complex guard duty is coming! Damn it.
Nothing much to talk about. Just suddenly feel like coming in here.
Alright, nothing alr though. Bye~
I miss u. <3
.Sunday, October 11, 2009 ' 1:41:00 am
you don't understand me.
you didn't even try to understand me.
no point explaining becos to you, all that were just excuses to cover myself.
tried changing but you can't??
tried forgetting but not so soon??
LIES!
well...
tohhuikang thinks that everything is over.
